hey, sorry if im not being active lately, my mental health is really bad rn, parents dont give me enough privacy, school starting, cant sleep, and other stuff. i know my life is lucky but everyone has their problems yknow. i'll try to be active while listening to my teacher so i can rate everyone's work to support them :D also i randomly get suicidal thoughts but it's ok!!! it goes away sometimes :> i am also aware theres a very low chance of anyone seeing this but i like pretending someone out there really cares for me and tries to cheer me up

don't ask me if i'm ok (it makes me cry) i just want you guys to accept my apology, i just told the reasons why im apologizing and began ranting